Comments | rabblebabblelog: 2 months and still fighting with Satan

rabblebabblelog

2 months and still fighting with Satan

Apr 22, 2009 20:41

No liquor tonight. Not even any tears. It's way past any of that ( Read more... )

Comments 6

scionofgrace April 23 2009, 01:51:50 UTC

Is there anything I can do to help?

(Did someone steal your identity?)

rabblebabblelog April 23 2009, 02:12:52 UTC

No, not a case of stolen identity. Just evil people and the continued gross incompetence of government agencies and insurance companies. I have battled such as these for years. When we lived back East, I even had to go to DC several times to fight. Even Senators Grassley and Kennedy got involved and were amazed at the amount of just plain dumping on me I continued to experience...just useless travail needed for what should have been the most simple tasks. All my life what others experience as easy Fate has chosen to make yet another battle for me to fight, another mountain to climb. If I were a braver woman, I would have ended this misery years ago. But instead I am simply tired.

scionofgrace April 23 2009, 23:05:25 UTC

It takes more courage to continue a fight than to give up on it.

And if you're going this alone, don't. There are people who will help you - who would be sad not to help you - including us. Remember I work near where you live? If you need an errand run or something, or just another brain and/or pair of hands, I would be more than happy to lend them.

rabblebabblelog April 24 2009, 13:35:06 UTC

You're VERY kind. I haven't slept for a few nights and can't remember where you work. The only place I can think of is Borders. But you're not still there are you ( ... )

agingdragqueen April 23 2009, 03:02:37 UTC

Girlfriend, you know better than to think that way. You could always file for Medicaid? But obviously, you'll be getting the BCBS thing figured out soon (the proof is on your side!). Things will be figured out, and you've got a couple wonderful sons (who I KNOW would fight for you if anything at all happens), there's a lot of joy still left in your life, no one's going to be taking it away from you just yet.

rabblebabblelog April 23 2009, 03:22:55 UTC

I appreciate your kind words.

I'm just so tired. I've just put the past two months of crap highlights here on LJ, but multiply it all by decades. So much.

Maybe tomorrow something good will happen. Please. Maybe a few hours of not gasping for every breath. That would be nice.