I really don't know what to write right now. I'm really unhappy, with all aspects of my life, especially romantic and financial. I don't really know what to do with myself.

1. Fell in love ( Read more... )

So, I think I broke myself good and proper tonight. After going to see Transformers (which was so totally badass I almost pissed myself), I was an idiot and instead of putting my car into reverse, I threw it into drink and got the front tires stuck over that cement divider thing. Christina jumped in the car and put it in reverse while Naomi and I ( Read more... )

Ross' party last night was quite fun. I got to hang around with people that I haven't seen in a while, like Suzie and Spenser and Adam and J, and of course Ross. I found out a revelation about Ross, that I shan't share on Livejournal, 'cause I don't know how private he wanted it to be, but I was less surprised than I probably should have been. I ( Read more... )

Survey to waste time...

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So I've been MIA for a little while. I'm okay with that. There are stretches of time when I really just don't want to see a lot of people, and it has nothing to do with the people themselves, it's just that I draw back to avoid stretching myself too thin ( Read more... )

Goddammit. Every time I think that things are fine, something happens right fucking before I go to bed to make my brain start going in circles. It definitely didn't help that I was already drunk and depressed last night. Fuck it all.

So, going down to the beach was a lot of fun. When I got there, I met her mother and brother, and then proceeded to swim in the pool for a few hours, and get a righteous sunburn that has turned my entire torso bright, bright red. I got along very well with her family, and I think that they really like me. We ended up playing putt-putt, and I stayed ( Read more... )

Somebody want to buy this shirt for me? I'd love you forever.

http://www.zestuff.com/8bit/apparel/592/

So, she called tonight. We had a really good talk, despite the fact that her phone kept dropping the call. She did express a tad bit of distress at the amount that I've been drinking, though. If I can swing it, I'm going to go down to beach with her for the day on Tuesday, but I've got to find some way to get out of work. Maybe I can get Michelle ( Read more... )