Can anybody tell me when my ego is going to stop ruling my emotions?

I hate being jealous when I have absolutely no right to be.

1. Put your music player on shuffle ( Read more... )

I hate myself right now. I hate myself for the position that I've put myself in, but most of all the position that I've put her in. I don't want to hurt anybody, and I want to be a man and say that if anybody has to get hurt, it should be me, but I don't want to say that. What is wrong with me? Why can't I just be happy? Why do I always have to ( Read more... )

Another survey, because my mind is racing, and thus, I can't sleep.

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Quite a few good things got talked about tonight. Everything got put out on the table in a realistic fashion, instead of the fairy tale that I'd apparently been living in. Guess what, kids? This isn't a story. There's no guarantee that the hero ends up winning, which is okay, because I'm hardly ever the hero anyways. I could possibly be setting ( Read more... )

I had to invite somebody to go to the movies with us to unwittingly supervise, so I wouldn't do anything stupid. That's bad, isn't it?

My internal clock is starting to piss me off. It doesn't matter how much I had to drink the night before, or what I have to do that day, I keep waking up between 8:30 and 9 every damn day. Do you know how annoying that is on my days off? I want to sleep! Grah!

Survey, ganked from Keebs, while I'm waiting for dinner to get done.

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Work has got me so frazzled. I've become so focused on numbers that when I saw that my percentages were 14.5% reserves and 17.5% subs (when 10% for both is considered a decent day), and I was disappointed. That's not healthy, to stress myself out so much. Add in the fact that Anna's leaving, and it only gets worse. There are a few people that I ( Read more... )