Furthermore, you shouldn't let the past get to you. Right now is all that matters and, as far as I'm concerned, you have it all: You have a great boyfriend who loves you more than anything, a cute dog that loves you just as much, you're getting a new car soon, you're closer to a four point than I am, you have a promising career in nursing ahead of you, you have great parents who are still together, you have friends that care very much about your well-being... you get the picture. :-P
I know all that and it's not that i feel like you purposefully or mallichiously did anything. You're actually right about the talking to, I'm just not really myself lately. although, everything that i said to janet remains. you see, what happened was when jaent left, jon alternated between us for his kicks. but when she was here, it was all me. i mean i think her video pretty much sums up what she thought about me. i just want you to realize that it may be in the past, but so is everything else that's ever happened to me, what makes me who i am. i can't just ignore those things and keep them in the past, i have to use them to help me in future situations. so you can see how past makes who you are.
lastly, you know i can't ever really stay mad at you. you're like a brother to me. and no matter how i may react at first i usually see more of what you really meant later on, so i'm sorry if i upset you too much.
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You're actually right about the talking to, I'm just not really myself lately.
although, everything that i said to janet remains. you see, what happened was when jaent left, jon alternated between us for his kicks. but when she was here, it was all me. i mean i think her video pretty much sums up what she thought about me. i just want you to realize that it may be in the past, but so is everything else that's ever happened to me, what makes me who i am.
i can't just ignore those things and keep them in the past, i have to use them to help me in future situations.
so you can see how past makes who you are.
lastly, you know i can't ever really stay mad at you. you're like a brother to me. and no matter how i may react at first i usually see more of what you really meant later on, so i'm sorry if i upset you too much.
i'll talk to you later though.
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