Ok I know I haven't posted on here since before I actually had my graduation. A lot has been going on, life has been crazy, excuses, excuses, excuses, ha ha. I have been posting on Myspace though, and even though it has tons of cool features it seems to lack a bit of the intimacy I seem to find with my friends on LJ. Does that make sense? I ( Read more... )

So today was my last day of college, and can I say, woo hoo!! As I sat there writing my final essay and watching the clock tick the time away I kept thinking, holy crap, this can't be real, and yet it is! I totally thought my mind would go blank too since I always have that fear and doing it on my last final would be horrible, it didn't though, ( Read more... )

So I am sitting here listening to my new theme song, Rascall Flatts' "Bless the Broken Road", (it is an amazing song!), and watching Extreme Makeover Wedding Edition, lovely. I swear I am a hopeless romantic and cannot wait until I meet the person that Rascall Flatts is singing about (it is a song about going through heartache and eventually being ( Read more... )

So today I am still upset about the whole Matt thing, woke up this morning somewhat wishing I wasn't so harsh yesterday with my whole never speak to me again comment. I think maybe sometimes it is easier to not be friends with an ex, but I don't know, completely cutting someone out of your life is kinda hard to do, especially when we had these ( Read more... )

So Matt and I are completely over, duh, totally makes sense with all that went down, but still, it is really hard when you can actually see your future with someone else and totally trust them, and then wham, it is all thrown topsy turvy and you don't know what to think or how to feel. I did finally get to talk to him last night, I called, and it ( Read more... )

Ok, so let's totally forget all the nice things I wrote about Matt yesterday and think the opposite of that. Yeah, it has happened again, I have been cheated on. Today on break at work I notice I have 4 missed calls from Matt and that lets me know something is up for sure since he never calls that much. So I check my voice mail and am surprised ( Read more... )

So this last week or so has been insane. First of all, school has been kicking my rear like there is no tomorrow! I spent 48 straight hours, save for sleep, food, and bathing, doing HW, working on my darn papers, I can so not wait for school to be done, it is killing me and I only have 2 classes, I think I chose perhaps some of the toughest ( Read more... )

So after speaking to Jaime and us venting about our BFs and their inability to remember to call us, I am wondering, do boys know how to use phones? I always ask Matt to call me when he gets home from visiting because I want to make sure he makes it home safely and want to say good night. Apparently this is like asking him to remember the formula ( Read more... )

So I am a little pissed offed right now (or as Kip would say in Napoleon, p'd off, sorry, need to reference that movie because it makes me laugh and I am so angry right now). Ok, here goes. So my parents are giving me what I think will amount to $1,500 for graduation and that made me really happy because money is always nice and since I'll be ( Read more... )

So midterms next week, ugh, and then papers that I am behind on, blah blah and a little more blah is how I feel about all of this. I so wish I was just done and never had to read some critic's thoughts on what a book "really means". I think it is different for everyone and that there shouldn't be a wrong or right answer unless it is way out in ( Read more... )