i don't think too much damage has been done. i think everything will turn out okay. *crosses fingers ( Read more... )

I hear the clock, it's six a.m ( Read more... )

i always like silver. all of my jewlery is always silver. so why am i having such an issue being silver?? seiously. i know i'm selfish, but seriously.

i seriously never ask for anything. i always drive if i can. i leave work at 10:15 at night, drive an hour 15 to see him and then have to be back at work at 8 the next morning. i let him hog the blankets and the bed so he can sleep, even when it keeps me up ( Read more... )

i hate myself right now. i don't want to do anything. i have schoolwork up to my ears. and i am doing nothing. for i do not give a shit. and all i want to do is sleep for the next 5 years, wake up and be done with college and have a job. but alas, i cannot even sleep through a night. and i don't want to learn about sleep in psychology and how much ( Read more... )

so today in psych we were talking about how to measure things you can't see. so then we were talking about how first you need to difine whatever it is. so the prof picked love. and asked us how to define love. if anyne had a good answer, they weren't brave enough to voice their opinion to a lecture hall of 150 judging students. so then we were ( Read more... )

i really didn't mean to be te "typical girl". i hate how frases like that, the ones that just pop out without meaning, can seriously hurt the most. i knew what you would say. and you said everything i thought you would. but that didn't make anything right ( Read more... )

so i apparently am becoming an insomniac again. it's really hard for me to fall asleep and then once i do, i wake up constantly. i don't know why ( Read more... )

so today was a total freakout. like completely.but not bad. so that was good. and i feel a lot better now. because i really wanted to make one choice, but i was held back and resented it and freaked out. and told them how i felt. and now everything is better. at least for right now ( Read more... )

i don't know what is wrong with me. honestly. i don't want to be in charlton. i have sooo many people that i should be seeing, should be getting together with, but then i don't have the energy or motivation to do anything about it. i'm sitting here and can think of numerous people that i miss. but i continue sitting here because i don't have trhe ( Read more... )