I'm beginning to feel like everyone is just going to let me down. The people I have the highest expectations of always let me down the most and I guess that makes sense, but for once I would like to have a really really good friend....you know the kind you can call no matter what, who you know is going to call you back and defiantly in at least a ( Read more... )

Ok so work was weird tonight. I ran deliverys which is weird in itself. But it gets weirder. I had to take a delivery to one of the local strip clubs. It was definantly the dirtiest strip club I had ever been to. I was VERY happy when they found the girl and I could leave. I had another weird delivery...the guy gave me an address to an ( Read more... )

So I've noticed something...The older I get the less patients I have. Sometimes I feel like life just burns people out. Its weird...I used to have all of these big impossible dreams...like that I would go to college meet the man of my dreams, get married, have kids and a successful job. I've given up on all of those dreams except for the job ( Read more... )

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You know its strange the times that I tend to get loneliest. Its mostly late at night...like right now. Its almost bedtime and yet I feel alone. I guess it comes from living in the dorms too long when there is always someone there. I would always talk to someone right before bed or have to get out of bed and yell at someone or console someone ( Read more... )

I made another spoon today. I think yesterday I had beginner's luck. Today's spoon didn't go so well. I managed to bend the handle in half...so its now got a kind of curved/folded looking handle. The part that the food goes into isn't quite right either oh well. So I had an accident in class. There is this really cute graduate student who ( Read more... )

So the other day my Mom said I should get a hold of the Nelson Atkins and try to get an appointment to kind of shadow a curator for the day. I thought about it for a little bit and decided against it thinking that there was like no chance in hell it would happen. But then on one of those spontanious well why not kind of moments....I sent them a ( Read more... )

I made a baby spoon today. It was really cool. I want to make some more. I love that I can take a sheet of metal and turn it into something else. Its very calming and soothing.

Well thats it.

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Well its another summer...summers are so weird for me. They are always very lonely. Most college kids go home to the places they grew up in and hang out with their friends from high school and I don't. I couldn't really because I don't have that many friends from back home left. It seems like all of my friends from KU are gone too. I'm hoping ( Read more... )