LAST JOURNAL ENTRY: JON AND I DO NOT COMMUNICATE AT ALL ANYMORE. DO I STILL LOVE HIM? YES. AM I STILL IN LOVE WITH HIM? NO. DO I WANT HIM AS MY BOYFRIEND? NO. DO I AGREE WITH US NOT TALKING? YES AND NO. YES BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO GET IN THE WAY ANYMORE AND I DONT WANT HIM GETTING THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS. NO BECAUSE HE IS/WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND I ( Read more... )

new journal. this one won't be used anymore. <3

Yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead...

Yesterday is a promise that you've broken..

Dont close your eyes

This is your life

and today is all you've got now

and today is all you'll ever have

don't close your eyes

don't close your eyes....

this is your life, are you who you wanna be?

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from now on some of my entries will be completely off limits to certain people.. so basically what i'm trying to say is, amy get a life since you wont be able to read mine anymore. maybe you should've kept your mouth shut rather than get upset everytime you saw pretty much ANY guy's name in my journal that attends oldham county high school. good ( Read more... )

friday
pick up bryan - 3:20
work - 5:30
call kate after work

saturday
shopping with matt and possibly stoltzie billy and dane - 12ish
babysit - 3:00 until 7:00
movies with steve~o - anytime between 7 and 10
kates house for foote's party - 10:30ish

sunday

study for calculus - ALL effing daylizabeths BIRTHDAY.. woo birthday dinner ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE ( Read more... )

the thanksgiving slash no talking countdown: 21 incredibly long days.

i'll be okay. i hope i'll be okay.

i want to paint my room hot pink. i do.

+ so i'm starting to understand the calculus a little bit more. not a lot, but yes a little bit ( Read more... )