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the storm is coming.
honestly. i wish good things really did happen to those who have waited, and have done no wrong. i have not broken any hearts. i have not lied at anyone's expense. i have always been honest and open. i always care too much. i am most always the giver, never the taker. i bend over backwards for the people i love, and how rarely this is ever returned ( Read more... ) -
2014
are you kidding me ( Read more... ) -
october.
i remember the first time you kissed me. 10-22 i didn't understand but i will not say i didn't want to kiss you back. and also, i remember the last time you kissed me...just before you decided to be done, and dismiss me all together. no contact, that works right? fuck -
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i hate this.
you will never know all that you did.
and i will never be able to tell you.
when 12 days turn to 20.
those days will start to form months.
and i won't even be in your memory.
forget me. because its so easy.
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help.
right now, in this very moment, i feel so alone. I want things to go back to how they were in 2010. or the beginning of 2012. these 6 months of 2013 have flown by, but by no means have been a good time. i am so sick of the back burner. i am sooo sick of being the last resort. and that is ALL THAT I AM to so many people. i get used. i am always the ( Read more... ) -
Wednesdays are the worst.
I want to save you.
I need you to save me too.
Let me save you.
Let me save you.
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And there's a lack of color here.
I should have never fallen for him. I said it all along, "I should be running the other way".
But, I didn't.
I ran full speed towards him. With every wish and hope in my back pocket, waiting for a change that would make him see me, and everything I had to offer; all that I was ready to give to him with no second thoughts or hesitation.
As time ( Read more... ) -
coffee eyes.
when someone finally reads any of this, they are going to wonder when and where i went wrong again ( Read more... ) -
phoenix, don't look back.
she got him home that late november evening ( Read more... ) -
in a dream that i can't seem to shake she is...she is standing alone...
sometimes, when you haven't in a while...
it feels good to just, cry.
let it all go.
and cry
your eyes out........