I am SO FUCKING SICK of trying so hard. To make everyone around me happy, for fucking nothing. I am done with trying to make myself happy because clearly that is just a huge waste of my time. I would know, I get another disappointment added onto my life every fucking day.

It's officially June today. weird? very much so. Tomorrow, 18 days until I am outta school for the summer. I cannot wait. I need the summer to come...right now.

I went to Sammie's dad's house for the weekend....it was fun, but on Saturday we had to take her to the hospital because she thought she had apendicitis....she didn't. But the rest of the ( Read more... )

Kay. So. I was having a pretty shitty day. Everyone in school is all jdshfjkhfdkg over Prom. Whatever. I like a new guy, but that's whatever. I'm still failing math and my school work is getting kinda overwhelming but once again...WHATEVER.

because,

I am seeing my two favorite bands.....IN A MATTER OF LESS THAN 24 HOURS.

YEPPPPPP.

Jonas Brothers on ( Read more... )

Hellllllo.

Things are blah. I've been sick the past few days and missed a few days of schol but nothing huge. I got my report card:

History, Chemistry, Choir, Ceramics: A.

Math: F.

That makes total sense. I hate my math teacher and I work my ass of so I shouldn't be failing.

But anyways, things are good. Nothing too huge to talk about, just a random ( Read more... )

Today is March 4, 2008. Holey sheit. Where have I been for the past year? I swear that the last 12 months have flown by, I guess that's what happpens when the saddest day of your life occurs, it goes by so fast that you do not even realize it. That day will be in a year in exactly 6 days. I am gonna be a mess, and I have choir that day. Also ( Read more... )

Not having my internet for over a week killed me.

But thankfully, my new obsessions with the Twilight book series helped a lot. I read the first one, Twilight, in like 3 days. I finished BOTH the second and third ones in four days. :D

So I'm happy lately. It's school vacation, thank god. I got to sleep over Dejia's house two nights in a row.

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Mmkay. So for some wierd reason, I haven't been getting sleep lately. I've been sleeping for like an hour or two here and there, but never comfortably. And in the time that I can't sleep, I think. So I have been thinking so much over the past week. Mainly about my friends. Soooo, this entry is for my bests.

I always felt that in life, you have to ( Read more... )

Today the new semester began. I'm tired enough, but now new classes. woo!

Block One: Chemistry. With Kayla, Steph, Theresa. Plus a few other people I don't have a problem with and Becca's friend Dave. The teacher is wierd.
Block Two: Algebra. I sit around good people but I sit in between two guys who are really good friends and never shut up. I have ( Read more... )

Hellllo everyone.

So this entry is mainly about last night, my party, but school is BLAH. The week before finals just ended, three projects and three esays all due in the time span of one week kicked my ass. So tomorrow we have no school, thank you Martin Luther King Jr. for giving me a day off before my finals. My spanish one is gonna suck so much ( Read more... )