nothing.

[racheler29]

I know I haven't updated in such a long time. And I doubt that anyone will even read this. But I just need to vent like crazy

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[ragdoll_physics]

i know it can be difficult to show your true self...but when around friends is when you should feel most at ease.
you should make a new grade resolution to not keep yourself holed up inside yourself and let who you really come through.
i assure you...it's a lot easier then hiding away.
<3

[racheler29]

thanks <33

[_the_unforgiven]

about harry potter, i feel the exact same way. you may not believe that, but those EXACT words have come out of my mouth.

and about friends, i feel the same way. it started when we drifted apart and got steadily worse. i mean, i have olivia but sometimes i don't feel like being around her. it's not because i don't like her, but i have no one else.

we need to spend more time together before, dare i say, it's too late. we're growing up too fast. what are you doing this week? please say nothing because we need to hang out. NEED TO.

[_the_unforgiven]

and also, that's why i love acting so much. i don't have to worry about my problems, i worry about domeone else's and that take the world off my shoulders. reading and acting.

[racheler29]

thats how i feel too.

thanks for understanding.

and im not doing anything this week but i agree we do need to hang out. i miss you sooo much <33

[_the_unforgiven]

kay. pickaday!

and im really excited for hsm2, i saw a comercial. haha. i hope it turns out good.

[racheler29]

haha i watched it SO many times on the internet. i can recite it :D

[carouselx34]

i know what you mean with the reading.
reading can like take you into this whole other world and play with your emotions. i know when i'm reading a really good book, whatever the mood of what i read that day is how i feel the rest of the day. its really overwhelming and you feel like you know everyone in the book and you've been to the places they are describing.

and with the whole not being yourself thing. same here.
i feel like with different people i'm a different person.

i'm not sure if we're talking about the exact same things with either of the things i said but i hope i kinda got it right.

P.S. i love you Rachel!

[carouselx34]

and i'm not sure if you remember but this is sam. =)

[racheler29]

haha yeah I remember. Thanks.

And you were right.

<33