i always want to be wrapped up in blankets with him. i want to tell him to come with me everywhere, to drive the long drive to brooklyn, to settle down and stay in love. but, i know it's best for him to figure that on his own. graham and i are and always will be. i really believe it ( Read more... )

i am all warm and fuzzy ( Read more... )

this is a good and right way to begin, sitting close together on the balcony of the cathedral, singing favorite carols, making eyes. it is good to share things, to spend time with edith and joanna, slow dancing in the living room in our underwear. it is good to drink red wine, to feel warm and ripe stretched out on the couch propped up by elbows, ( Read more... )

i wish that i lived in a vacuum. i might want my dog there and a record player. i want to be far down the road, looking back at lexington from a distance. i'd like to remember it fondly. but, it's becoming a painful place to be.

when i think about last summer i think about margaritas and downtown louisville studios and the zoo. it's really nice ( Read more... )

warm weather cuts me wide open. no, i do it to myself. i just want to leave, please, to italy and france.

i just found this option on facebook where you can look at all the times you have given yourself a status. so hilarious. i think this is my new favorite way to examine the past few months. i think it's very telling ( Read more... )

what a mess. what a big fucking mess.

i am a fool.

but, fortunately, i am done done done. i am most certainly done.

my eyelids have been doing an incredible amount of uncontrollable shaking the past week. i figured this was worth writing about. it might have something to do with graham being back. but, then again, i really don't want to give him that much credit. jessica said eyelid impulses are proven to be stress-related, which i believe wholly. this semester ( Read more... )

My roommates and I sat outside in front of Blazer cafeteria just for old times sake... no we were hungry and penniless, harrassing passerbys for free meals on their dining cards. Anyway, while scoping out the new north campus freshman population it was said, "Damn, they're just a bunch of homely, homely hippos ( Read more... )