ug, i finally bought plane tickets, now i have to wait around for confirmation. i am going to be apart of a maring batallion, so there is a decent chance that i might be headed to iraq, but oh well. espinoza is driving me out of my fucking mind. i think i will just become a nun.

i will shout my love from the rooftops! CASSIE IS MY SOULMATE!!!!!!! (sorry jon!) oh, and allyson is the worst opener ever...

amber's internet is broken, and i cant reach hotmail through jacob's computer for some reason. alas, i know not what my extended family is up to...

the person with whom i have been the closest in my entire life, excluding only my younger sister, and perhaps even more so, sends me the four words that causes my heart to leap into my throat. i mentally review the past month in my head. have i irrationally said something out of anger to someone which is now coming to bite me in my ass? no, i ( Read more... )

i really, really hate myself for being fat. i have really screwed things for myself. i have nothing else to say, i just wanted to put that down.

i ran today and lost four pounds. also, i died a little bit on the inside. my new phone came today, and i truly believe that i heart it. FT1 Schulze says i need to be sweating more, so that i can lose water weight. who knew not sweating enough could be a problematic situation? seriously, who saw that coming. ADog and i are going tomorrow to ( Read more... )

some sort of sleepy dust has settled over the city. everyone is way too tired, except the customers, they're just lazy...

holy crow, did i get my ass whupped today or what! i have gained four pounds in like a week. i just barely failed the running part of my i.f.a. but he passed me because i surpassed my pushups and sit-ups, also he really didn't want to do the paperwork or get yelled at for having an overweight depper. gotta get that weight down. no more ( Read more... )

i have just purchased something mildly expensive, but i will love it. hooray, i can't wait til it gets here!

life's dilemmas...i am very hungry, but i have already brushed my teeth ( Read more... )