if a man is completely satisfied with who he's with, why does he still obviously check out other females? do girls do the same thing?

i`m leaving in three hours &
i`m shaking soooo bad.
i`ve never been so scared/
nervous/anxious.

oh crap!

(i`ll probably fail & come home
in like a week. hahaha)

my girls better take care.

i`ve hated every relationshit i have ever been in. maybe 
i`m just really not cut out to be a girlfriend/ significant other. 
i like cuddling & smoochies, but when it comes right down
 to it, i don`t give anyone a chance. i don`t mean for things
to turn out the way they do, but i can`t help how i feel. before
i even get the chance to figure out if i ( Read more... )

Quickie:
Your positive energy is contagious and will help you see the bright side of things.

Overview:
You need relationships in your life that are built on honesty, kindness and trust. So why are you settling for situations that are far from what you actually require or desire? Be honest with yourself.

.....................

everyone gets it but me.

Quickie:
Give this person another chance -- a nice, long talk may change your mind.

Overview:
Peace and quiet are high on your must-have list, especially when you consider the recent compromises and sacrifices you've made. Declare your independence from the self-absorbed and the selfish.

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ah, yes. the joys of today.

i ` d  r e a l l y  l i k e  t o  g o  t o  t h e  c i t y.

we were kids then. you`re still one of my favorites. we just had to grow up sometime & realize that there is no such thing as perfection & most good things don`t last, but i think you will find that perfection that you`re looking for someday. you`ve got so much time to get out & discover what`s beyond the tiny community you`re living in. love you ( Read more... )

i miss taking pictures of everything.

life & i are at odds. go figure, right?
i was suppose to ship out to parris
island for the marine corps tomorrow,
but i have to get my ears sewn up
from where my biggo plugs use to
be.

i just told my grandma that i was going
into the marines like two days ago. she
said she would buy me a car &&& pay
for my college if i came to live with her
in texas. it ( Read more... )

i spend too much time trying to understand
when there is no reason that i should have
to be explained to.

i need a vacation.