god i hate this...

[rachilovesyou33]

ugh, i just HATE HATE - absolutely hate this feeling. its been way way too long. i just...UGH. like barely anybody understands...even though its so fucken easy. its not fair at all, and im sooo sick of it. why me?? for real i've wondered that for a bit now. this is so not right. its just SO frusterating!!!! god

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[anonymous]

everything happens for a reason

right?

because i will never stop caring about you, rach

[ihateallysonli]

Matt once told me that you can't live your life thinking that everyone you meet is going to hurt you.

And that the reason we feel so much pain is because we have HAPPINESS to compare it to.

I know things are really bad now and I know you know that someday, everything will be ok.

But i urge you not to give up on things. Not even for a second. Please experience life to the fullest because when you're old and dying, i do not want you to regret anything.

Because you're incredibly special, Rachel. And if you ever don't believe it...

just know that I do... and that i'm always here for you.

[rachilovesyou33]

ally you're awesome.

that made me feel so much better...i guess thats what asian-barbies do.

we're long overdue for one of our random phone conversations "speaking of finger.."

i love you LADY.

rach!

[cuddlylilpb4694]

i love you...and sometime the pain is good...sometime the pain is bad...but i'll always be here for u knowing how it feels to...such a blessing in discuise! mwahh