I am gay. No seriously I hate men! With a die hard passion. And I hate this feeling. More to come say tuned....

Any ways, Back to the rest of my _ness. Jonathan why must you leave me!! WHY.... LoL not fair. Meh oh well. So I think I shall speak with Ellini about you and your own personal Hotness. He has to be gay, Im sorry theres no way around it. My Gay-dar goes sky high with him around. LoL But I shall try to see what I can do about this weekend ( Read more... )

Why am I sad? No sense what so ever. Im becoming what I don't want to be. Oh well. Joshy bought me cigarettes how nice! <3

more later...

Nothing left to say I hate this feeling, it makes me so angry! Why does everyone have to be so god damn shallow? Im Rachel, the nicest girl anyone wood every meet But because Im fuckin fat I just get passed by like fucking shit no one wants. I cant be bad enough to not be wanted ( Read more... )

Im at home, my mother asked me how it felt to no longer be in trouble with the law. I said it was nice beside the fact that now if I get in trouble its all on me because I am an adult in the state of Tx. Oh well, just gotta stay out of troubble. Not hard ( Read more... )

WoW what a day, ugh yah

Jonathan I love you! Thank god we stick together, you have to know I would do everything in my power to make sure your taken care of! <3 ( Read more... )

Im in first period being gay like always, meh! I <3 Jessica, Jonathan you too. I looked at the price of apts last night, some real nice ones are like ugh 800 a month not bad, still cheaper than a one bedroom <3 Cant wait! Word homie ( Read more... )

Im talking to Jonathan, hes worried about Friday.

JONATHAN=HOTNESS

No worries! So I saw my lady today. We talked about responibility and things. Me and Jess worked on our History projects. Mines almost done! Yah. . . but anyways, for the first time in forever, I am really happy! Not like doped up happy, just content and happy. Life is wonderful, I ( Read more... )

Today I se my lady, and so starts the down fall of the week. Everything from tomarrow onward is DOWNHiLL towards friday <3 and Jonathans HoTDaTe! grrrr. . . . take me NOW! LoL So Sunday I know what were dooin but im klueless as to whats up on saturday. OH im a dumb bitch! PSH Saturday we bowl and attend that snazzy place with the senior discount ( Read more... )

This weekend was the best. Like everyone is! Jess and John were with me all the time.... like always, Sat, Bowling n Dennys like always. And today they ate dinner over here and we kleened my kitchen. Then we went to jessi gees and highlighted Johnathans hair. HOLY SHiT he is HoTSeX, and mine was kinda chunked. But they didnt come out at all. Except ( Read more... )