my grandma died this morning. I'm really glad i went to see her wed night. We knew it would be soon, we just didnt expect it this soon, but she is not suffering anymore, and that is the most important thing. I hate the way ppl look dead, they are unrecognizeable, it weirds me out. were leaving for houston sunday morning, she will be buried next ( Read more... )

so after some weird gut feelings that i shouldn't be leaving for ny quite yet, i made up my mind about 90% of the way that i would be moving to austin after graduation instead. Last friday i found out my grandma mas pancreatic cancer, she doesn't have too much longer, she was my gut feeling. Austin will be my new home come january, until i feel ( Read more... )

IKEA ROUNDROCK OPENS WEDNESDAY NOV 15 AT 9 AM. SEE YOU SUCKERS THERE!

this weekend was full of so many things. i had such a great time, it made me fall in love with austin again, and it also made me really sad, because im moving away from it and all of my friends that i love to death. i'm really reconsidering moving to ny right now, atleast so soon. maybe i'm doing everything too fast, not that i dont want to live ( Read more... )

where has the time gone? Today is the last first-day-of-school of my life. WEIRD. It's kinda fucking scaring me.... So many changes coming up, I've turned in my move out notice to my apartment, I'm about to be 23, I'll be traveling across Europe with courtney in a few months, as soon as i get back im taking a flight to NY with my mom to find an ( Read more... )

http://houstonchronicle.com/disp/story.mpl/front/4064407.html

im so fucked up in the head. why?!

for the life of me i cant get approved for a credit card. i thought they gave that shit away like it was going out of style.....wtf. seriously, i get 10 offers a day, and when i apply i get denied. i know i dont have any credit history...youre not fucking born with that shit, thats why im trying to get a fucking card. so i can fucknig build ( Read more... )

in an attempt to make my hair exciting without cutting it, and not being able to make it grow any faster.....i dyed it purple/blue.


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jesus, i fucking hate pp lthat cant drive, esp when im driving a brand new fucking car that my dad will kill me over. i almost jsut got hit 2x in liek 5 minutes. some crazy ass in the lane next to me on the feeder swerved into my lane and then slammed on their brakes, needless to say, there was lots of burned rubber. then i am stopped at a light ( Read more... )