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Baby Dreams
Last night, (well, technically this morning since I worked last night and then came home to sleep at 6), I dreamed about my baby. She was Matt's (NOT Matt W, people!!!!!), and she was just this beautiful little girl with sandy-blonde hair, and this huge smile. But her smile was shifting around, it was worrying me, like her teeth were moving ( Read more... ) -
What I Think
Every day is a new day, a new opportunity to love and be loved, or to give fear and expect fear in return. Today I choose not to fear. I also will not recognize those who pretend to love me, but instead bring me fear. I shut fear out ( Read more... ) -
Moving On
Psalm 37:1-11 (King James Version ( Read more... ) -
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Everyone should see "City of Angels". What a beautiful movie ( Read more... ) -
Stop Caring
OK, not really, don't stop caring. This is more of an open-ended question ( Read more... ) -
Crazy.........Busy
You know your life is busy when "catching a break" is maybe not having to spend your weekly 3 hours in the classroom co-oping so you can instead go to work. And work. And work. And work ( Read more... ) -
Positive
I am going to make a concerted effort to be more positive. I think in general I *AM* a positive person. I think sometimes I get overwhelmed, though, with the crap that goes on and lose sight, for periods of time, of the positive stuff. But I think it's like any other habit, the more you do it, the easier it comes ( Read more... ) -
Life.
It sure is complicated. It sure is painful. Empty heart. Empty arms. Empty uterus. Goddess bring me peace, fill me with love that I may fill others with love. Let me focus on those who need me most now. -
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This song is holding a special meaning for me right now. I'm in love. So far into it that I'm afraid of feeling certain things, just trying to act "normal". I love him. I've realized I am not always "normal"......certain things about me will always deviate from "the norm". On the other hand, I am so "normal" in many respects, it's scary. ( Read more... )