i had forgotten what you liked, how you spoke, what your fears were, what you went through, who you loved, who broke your heart, how you thought, who you wanted to be.
i had never imagined i would bump into you again like this.
but
what a pleasant surprise.

love leave me. love hold me. love take me. love see me. love hate me. love breathe me. love save me. love crave me. love keep me. love dream me. love seek me.

love love me- for love is what you are and you can not do anything else.

Dear boy. It’s now afternoon ( Read more... )

so he was two years of being mine. and we lost out, when we still love ( Read more... )

compulsively compulsive.

this week is named Brilliance.
sushi-trains and dearest friends, home coming sisters, marshmallows at midnight, bacon at breakfast with buddies and flowers from my boy.
-ive been learning that 'no' is an ok word to use.

what are mere mortals that you are mindful of them. human beings that you care for them? hebrews 2:6
such love. that he even looks my way.

having yawned ( Read more... )

and this:
frustrated.
fragmented.
fat.
forgotten.

fruitfully forgiven.

i express how i feel honestly, and i expect the same of everyone around me. i dont evade questions or speak cautiously. im not calm or focused or organised, im hysterical - more likely to be drving the streets like a crazy person.