I start working at the Daily Mirror newspaper tomorrow, I am shitting myself! =[

The past few days I've done nothing but spend money!

Went on a big spree on Tuesday, I got...


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Nicola just said this to me:

"brave people get shot first, dont be brave be a big wet pussy, dont hold it in, cry untill your eyes bleed, your going to do it at some point so stop being brave no one is judging you babes i promise you".

She's right, I need to let it out.

I wasn't just being paranoid, Lee finished our relationship this morning.

He said he was only making me happy, and he was living a lie, we're completly different, and talking to his old friends and his ex made him realise this.

What the fuck is that about?!

So two days away from me and our what was healthy relationship has made him end things with me?

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Ok, so time for ANOTHER rant...

Lee works nights now, so instead of seeing him every night, I can only see him on Sundays and Mondays when he's off. Last Monday he asked me if I wanted to come to Brighton with him, this physico girl (more about her later), his mates Dave and Chris to meet up with 3 of his old mates and his ex girlfriend...who doesn' ( Read more... )

I wish I could believe him

Ooh, yeah

I wish I could believe you

Then I'd be alright

But now everything you told me

Really don't apply

To the way, I feel inside

Loving you was easy

Once upon a time

But now my suspicions of you

Have multiplied

And it's all

Because you lied

I may never understand why

I'm doing the best that I can

But I, just can't seem to get over

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Just got treated by my Mummy, bless her. She bought me stuff from my work.

I got;;

- Navy and blue dress.
- Khaki shirt dress with attached belt - it's actually a lighter colour to this when you see it. I am going to wear this with brown leggings and killer heels with lots of cleavage on show!
- Casual jeans , like these but in the dirty denim colour.
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Long time, no post.

So the anniversary last Monday was good after a few hiccups, all that mattered is we got to be together. <3

Tuesday consisted of a tutorial at Uni, afternoon at Lee's and then work that night.

Wednesday; I was rudely awoken by Terri who turned up at my house with no warning and jumped in my bed and made me get up. I drove us into ( Read more... )

So last night was my works Christmas party. After a shitty day, finding out Lee wasn't coming even though I asked him months ago, and being in tears about it, as well as other things, his new job is affecting our relationship, we can't see each other as he's working nights, I'm not used to it, and finding it hard over the Christmas period to deal ( Read more... )

My journal will now become


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