Does anyone know the things I've put myself through? It's taken me a while to figure out what love is. It's taken me a while to learn that the only way one can love is to first love oneself. And if you don't love yourself - then you have nothing to offer to anyone else ( Read more... )

American Literature ( Read more... )

Wow. Please know that I have never been so relaxed or content in my entire life. My outlook on life has shifted slightly. And I have found some solitude and sanity in SLEEP. Such a simple thing that used to be such a burden but I think I have it down now ( Read more... )

Yup... I leave Thursday morning for the island of St. Maarten. I'm hoping to come back with some sanity. I'm hoping to come back and find that I figured out a way to let go. I'm hoping to come back knowing that the man is another 478 and while I might regret a couple of things I did to him (or for him) - it will all get better, live will move on ( Read more... )

(Emily Dickinson - 650 )
Pain--has an element of Blank--
It cannot recollect
When it begun -- or if there were
A time when it was not --
It has no Future -- but itself--
Its Infinite contain
Its Past -- enlightened to perceive
New periods -- of Pain

"Wails of weeping without words." Zora Neale Hurston, "The Gilded Six-Bit"

Well I do believe that it has been a while since I've written in here... A series of unfortunate events forced me to delete my account. But I want to keep it because I don't want to lose my stuff so I said to hell with it ( Read more... )

Yup, so today was my first day taking the Marta bus and rail system to school. I thought I would put down a positive and negative list to see if it is worth it ( Read more... )

Well it's been a relaxing few days. Turns out Bekah's surgery got postponed to the 28th (yesterday) so everyone except for me and Drew stayed in GA. Drew and I flew up to my grandparents house the 26th and today we're leaving around 3 to go to the airport. It's been a very nice and relaxing trip with lots and lots of really good food. My ( Read more... )

I had such an incredible weekend! I went to a fabulous Christmas party with a fabulous person, a fabulous purse, a fabulous outfit and AMAZING shoes. I'm very tired today but it's okay. I only have today and tomorrow and half of Wednesday left of work - THANK GOD. I am so burnt out from this job. The shitty part is that I have to come in next ( Read more... )

I don't really know if I'm doing the right thing.
And I'm kind of scared about it all.