Its gonna get harder before it gets easier. in those moments when the cravings come and the urges come and you doubt yourself,
You know i still have thoes days I wake up I'm like, why am I doing this? Like this is [so hard it would be so much easier.]
But if it was ''easier'' and it was comfortable than everyone would be doing it. remember that.

I am going crazy inside this mind. And there is no place to step out of it. I need to move out of this world. 

I just was found almost in tears seeing what I want in other words. I want nothing more than a steady everthing in life. Boy. Job. Family. Education. boy. boy. boy.

Friends only add me if you like To dream about what your past present and future.

New year.
New start.