grrr ok small rant here..keep in mind I am now 8 mos pregnant..while I tell this horror story..I have had so many doctors appointments that I have discovered I hate doctors..but that is nothing compared to my Easter this year..2 days before Easter I had to go to the hospital for excruciating pain..I made the mistake of going to Oneida..never ever ( Read more... )

well I am back online for a while at least..dunno if it is good or bad yet..I wonder about what I am coming back into. I am sorry if a lot of you feel as if I have disappeared from your life but the truth is, I disappeared from everyone. I hide. I am 6 mos pregnant with a little boy..after the doctor's said this wasn't possible..I think I am still ( Read more... )

yes people I am still alive..I have not died or been sexed to death *snicker* I am fine..work sucks...very very badly..but I am spending time with my boyfriend...he loves me..wish me luck!

life is interesting...ummm no not really..life is ok...bf is ok..job sucks..ummm yeah that is it...

so this is how it is...the good and bad..I have had a shitty week...a seriously shitty week...I mean come on..I have had several people tell me I am bitchy lately. I am bitchy because I am not happy. why should I be happy?? I have nothing going on..oh welll....I hate my life...I will go jump off a cliff and hope the HOT EMT that came in and flirted ( Read more... )

wow...what an interesting albeit drunken night...Jen called me and asked if I wanted to go to my cousin's house for an impromptu party..of course I said yes even though I have to work today..*lesigh* but anyway...there was Jen, me, my cuz, and bucket..so I am thinking oh yeah..those of you who have heard the bucket story will understand when I say ( Read more... )

I wish life was easy like it is on tv..I wish all problems were solved in an hour..I wish that no one had to die and that everyone was always happy and healthy..TV makes reality suck. it is hard to be happy in real life..it is hard to have a life when you are sleeping 8 hours and working 8 hours..not including travel time..that is already 16 hours ( Read more... )

you think you are over someone and then they reenter your life..you think you know how you feel and then they make you feel all over again..no people I am not talking about Glenn I am talking in general..I realized something the other night and it has me a little nervous..I did not think it was possible to love more than one person..I was wrong...I ( Read more... )

I won't be here anymore..so I just wanted to say I would love and miss you all very much

I am going home tomorrow..call me tomorrow night Mikey and Sac..I love all of you...btw Happy Early Birthday to Mikey!