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REAL.
REAL ( Read more... ) -
Unleashed
Today was especially tough for me. Most days are fine because a large part of my mind has learned to put her in a place where she no longer exists to me. This was a great failure, however, because she will always exist in my heart. Every second spent with her in that place shrouded in darkness is a second re-routed to a place that actually does ( Read more... ) -
Its been a while.
I know its been a long time- but I'll save the theatrics for another time ( Read more... ) -
100 Weeks Later
Hey livejournal, its been exactly 100 weeks since I've wrote on you. So here's one for ya:
"God give me the strength to get through these times for things will get better and as your WILL unwinds"
Said by me
Rogelio D. -
(Untitled)
The first turn
Was the last burn
I moved quick
It still hit
It still hurt
I still yearn
For years churned
No butter
Only Burn
Sad clown
Strive to be
Happy
But love avoided me
Now I'm devoid of thee
I supply positivity
Only get negative
I try to be positive
Gone like a sedative
And sedament
Turns to sentiment
I like what I can't have
Reach for what I can't Grab
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Yeah...
I am completely and utterly ... despicably alone. -
Nada.
I've been to a land ( Read more... ) -
Living/Learning/Growing
Well another Friday night spent doing things ( Read more... ) -
Closure.
I feel like I have gotten a bit more closure in my situation. I'm over her love, but I still 'love her guts.' I feel like we've gown as friends, just separated as anything more, and honestly I'm okay with that. I just want to see her happy, and she looks the part. Deep down I hope she is, and if so... I couldn't be happier for her. Thats all I ( Read more... ) -
Unique.
Unique ( Read more... )