this sucks. no matter what i do people are constantly on my ass 24/7 because i'm not doing what they want or because i'm not doing it good enough for them ( Read more... )

today has been the worst day i've had in a while, and it is only 11:57 a.m. i have had the worst cramps EVER all day and i have no pain medication to take. i left it at home; so i called brad to see if he could bring some up to work for me and he can't. i'm not mad at him though, he has a cook out that he has been waiting to go to ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in forever, because i've had better things to do. that sounds pretty mean, huh? oh well. here are some updates: i'm still with brad, i'm still in love, i'm still working the same boring ass job (at school), i had surgery, i no longer have a best friend, and i really like chinese food ( Read more... )

wow, i am really tired right now, but i need to get this out before i go to sleep. right now i feel like i am trapped in a box. a really big box. anytime i come even remotely close to escaping, i run smack into a big, flat wall. inside this box, all of my problems build up and they chase me around. so i run around this box, all day and all ( Read more... )

i actually had a pretty good day today, considering the circumstances in my life right now. this may sound like an over-exaggeration, but oh well. i have too many problems right now to care ( Read more... )

*a fresh, hot towel after a bubble bath ( Read more... )

well, i haven't written anything up here in a while. i am always really busy and tired. i feel like i never have time to do anything i want to do. i am really tired of school, and this sucks cause it is only gonna get worse. i am totally lost in my statistics class. it is partially my fault, because i never pay attention in there. i find it ( Read more... )

dudes, i think i have a problem. my tattoo is starting to peel again...i'm not sure why, but i hope that it doesn't affect how it looks or anything. i think that i am gonna go back to ancient art and ask the guy who did it what is up ( Read more... )

i am tired of crying. i wish i could stop. i love you brad so much.

today i did absolutely nothing other than go to brad's house (and all i did was lay down there cause i am sick and he wanted to take care of me). i am so tired, worn out, sore, groggy...i don't know why. today was just slow and gloomy ( Read more... )