I hate the fact that when you listen to a certain song it reminds you of something lost.

So it’s been a while since I’ve updated. So here is an excerpt of what’s been going on ( Read more... )

I am not happy about being fine and dandy one minute and being incredibly bummed the next.

Im just looking toward the weekend and sunshine.

My knee is fucked, I have to have it checked out. I am not very happy about it. I used to play hurt in high school all the time, but I think it is finally catching up to me and it isn’t good. Hopefully I do not need surgery. Hospitals are not my friend, I hate them. I just always think of the worst when it comes to stuff like this. I’m not too ( Read more... )

Since the 29th things have been ok. Cleared the air with a situation that completely sucked. I am so glad it is over and it never should have happened, but it did. Sometimes my temper gets the best of me ( Read more... )

Today has sucked. Seriously I fucking hate today for more than one reason.

Tis the season of depression, fa la la lalalaaaaaaa ( Read more... )

So things have been ok, I guess. I’ve been playing soccer with my friends every Wednesday night for the past couple weeks, and we are also going to start playing Mondays too. Starting in a League in November, I am really stoked about that. I forgot how much fun it can be ( Read more... )

As amazing a time I had with my friends on Friday and Saturday I still feel incomplete ( Read more... )

So I was looking back at old ass entries and I totally realized I am emotionally unstable and incapable of being "normal". But I'm ok with that.

either way, the more things change the more they stay the same. In 4 years the only thing that has changed has been the edge going dull. Weird.