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[radicaledward34]

I don't have health insurance, and I should probably apply for it. Especially if Starbucks offers them for any partners. Lately, I've been severely discontent. I can't talk to anyone about it. I feel like I'm ashamed of myself and my self-esteem itself has plummeted. I can't keep going like this. I need help. It's my anxiety disorder just hitting

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[idunnoyoutellme]

i know little of what i say will make you feel better about everything, and i know that i probably don't understand the extent of how you feel, but killing yourself won't solve anything.
and you shouldn't think of yourself as a fuck up at all. you have accomplished a lot more than a lot of people i know. you hold a steady, good job, have a car & license, and you got yourself away from the abuse. not a lot of people have the will to just pack up and move on.
i also admire that you want to see your nephews and nieces because quite frankly, my cousins and most of my family never attempt to see me. my cousins barely recognize me when i run into them in public. they act like i'm just another stranger. i'm really happy you want to be in their lives.

i know this is long, and if anything, i hope it at least makes you smile.

just know that we all miss you too.

[idunnoyoutellme]

:3

::super hug::

[teleputty]

: ( I know there isn't "the right thing" to say that will stop you from feeling this way but man, I kinda understand. Not living in another state but feeling depressed and way down on myself. Well, even if you don't think so, I think you kick a ton of ass. Miss you, Ray.

[fuzzybug]

ray i just wanted you to know that i'm back on the internet today because i heard you were sad.

i love you, man. cheer up! you totally kick ass, fool.

*HUG*