Twenty five things that suck ( Read more... )

for a long time i used my little live journal when i had a lot of my mind and didn't feel like talking to anyone. i think it helped me to get it off my chest and that by some chance the people i care about would read it and then it would be like i was talking to somebody even though i wasn't. anyway this problem with me shutting myself out is ( Read more... )

so mike comes in four days and i'm so damn excited. primarily i can't wait to be in austin. it's so damn exciting that i get to see my friends (and lesbian lovers) again. my life is not the same without them. lately though i've been feeling really bitter about jason. i've been thinking about that a bit more often than i had been. i feel so damn ( Read more... )

ROCK THE CASBAH AUGUST 19TH. Who's coming ( Read more... )

So he's dating someone else. Today I entered a text message conversation with him and that was the result. See the other day we got into it about the money that he owes me which totals over $500 but I only want $150 of it back. We got into it and the end result was me threatening to take it by force which is somewhat ridiculous considering I'm 300 ( Read more... )

So today something came over me. I went to Best Buy with the intention of buying the first five CDs I came across that I wanted to buy. This is what I bought ( Read more... )

The other day Michelle and I came across this journal she made when she was a junior(?) in highschool, something called a "gratitude journal". So each day you write five things you are thankful for and one thing that you did that was "nice". It was really funny because the first like five entries in her journal were like " 1)my family, 2) my ( Read more... )

so yea. last night was something else. i havent been that pissed in months. but you know i woke up this morning and i was still just as pissed. i got to class and my friend patrick was like "how are you" blah blah and i told him my current state of affairs and he said to me, "well, there's nothing you can do" and you know, he's right. i got to ( Read more... )

so i finished my homework early and so that makes me pretty happy. i think nine is early, but then again, i have been practically doing some sort of school work all day, oh, wait, no i haven't, i've been slacking it, but i finished and i am happy. good god, that was the longest sentence in the world, ha ( Read more... )

for the sake of not sounding like an emo kid on my birthday i wish not to discuss my feelings towards turning twenty on the eve of the before the eve when school shall begin. i will just say that i don't feel like celebrating anything because i don't feel like i should. that is all ( Read more... )