Muh-tha fuckah. I really can’t put what I feel into words, and I don’t mean that to sound interesting or important, but instead to be looked upon with the deepest contempt one can muster. At the moment my hair is greased up dirty, my head is throbbing, and my nostrils are sniveling with the birth pangs of a cold. I only hope that this is the flu ( Read more... )

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Dear, dear, dear. I met a boy. He smiles a lot and wears comfortable looking clothes and is of the soft variety of body shapes (oh dear, joe hill’s body shape). His name is Andre. Both of his parents are half Russian, half Chinese, and he is Australian. He is going back to Australia in two months. He is fifteen and maybe I am in love with him ( Read more... )

on the train ride home today, i was overcome by distaste at the cesspool of filth that makes up the human race. everything is tainted, nothing is pure ( Read more... )

i finished my first calculus assignment since coming to japan. it is my thirteenth, and i assumed it was too hard to start so i ignored it for two months (well, four, really) and then i laboriously opened my textbook and finished it in two days. over an approximate period of one and a half hours ( Read more... )

nabokov knocked at my door today! lolita is really hardcore.

i am human and i want to be loved. just like everybodyelse does.

i don't idolize that italian anymore. i just respect him as a distant celebrity.

hah. i'm so moderate.

dear oh dear oh dear oh dear. this is absolutely. horrible. and by 'this', i mean of course something nobody knows about but me, because it:s just spinning around the neurons in my brain. roller skating and pounding around. there:s a disco light in there too, i think. anyway. it:s dumb to be depressed. dumb as all hell. so don:t worry ( Read more... )

everything i think about makes me feel depressed ( Read more... )

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i:ve decided only to apply to reed and lewis and clark for early decision ( Read more... )