why is it that whenever i read Matilda/Sarah/Violet/Rubyster's journal, she inspires me to write? why why why? why can't i muster up the courage to write something on my own?

i just don't know anymore, don't knowknowknow.

my mom is sad again.
oh the joy of having a bipolar mother.
w00t.

wow, it has been really really long. i'm so sorry that i haven't updated in so long, and i sort of left you all just hanging, it was rude of me. so yes. high school. my oh my, its been wonderful. very, very wonderful. so we're moving into a huge house, one of those old spanish one's on the water with an apartment (or guest house thing) in the back ( Read more... )

Sitting next to Simone, she breathes heavy and smells pretty gross ( Read more... )

The uterus fairy came, and painted my insides ache-y midol colored.

( LOOK GUYS )

Why are all the Cool New People on Myspace usually not so cool, and not so new?

Publix is a battleground, and Florida is our enemy ( Read more... )

So far today i've:

Listened to Danko Jones' 'Lovercall' over tweleve times.
Ate two cheez-its.
Watched half a Snoop Dogg video.
Been on myspace twice.
Showered.
Been on LJ three times.
Still listening to Danko Jones. Then i think i might listen to the "ooh, you touched my tra la la. . ." song. And then i might go to Sally's Beauty Surplus.

I have this need to explain in greater detail about the happenings of this month. If feels like i'm leaving you guys out ( Read more... )

I have almost no interest in keeping this journal. I've felt it go down the shitter, but whatever. Maybe there's some underlying reason to ( Read more... )