I've lost ten pounds in the past two weeks. I've been going to our fitness center as much as possible. I'm not seeing to much results, besides the weight loss. It's hard to get in a really good work out with the baby siting in her stroller right next to the treadmill. Some days she's good, others she doesn't want to be in the stroller. ( Read more... )

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Josh has a show tonight. And
I MISS GOING OUT TO SHOWS I hate sitting at home by myself. Yeah, I'm the jealous type and if there's a problem, oh fucking well. I hate that girls from work are there drooling over him. I can't be there to smile and say oh well bitch! He's mine. Blah. At least he calls me in between sets. Fuck ( Read more... )

BLAH

Why do I bother sometimes?

So last night at the good ol' cracker barrel, Josh wanted to change the radio station. He was teasing the manager on duty about the teenie bopper shiet that was on so the manager told him to change the station. He wanted to put it on 98.5 The Beat which is basically a rap station. But the manager told him "No, you can't. Terry (the retail ( Read more... )

"Sometimes I think the best way to go is to have a ( Read more... )

One by one, I pushed them aside. Why do I keep going back to them? I should just let them detiriorate into nothing...not even a faint memory. But just as I learn to forget, as soon as I think I can move on, I hear a slight rattle beckoning me. The brass door knob reflects my backwards life. I need to take that image to heart and step away... ( Read more... )

I accidently locked the baby in the car today. But before you gasp and tsk me and shake your head, the car was running and the AC was on full blast. THANK GOD. I freaked out. The ambulance came...then the firetruck...and since the AC was on, popa lock was called rather than smashing my windows in. And since a child was locked inside, they ( Read more... )

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SO TIRED.