its been a while since i last updated which is mainly because i've been so busy recently and on the rare occasions where i actually make the mission to a computer room somewhere i've usually run out of enthusiasm for what i wanted to write in the first place ( Read more... )

lots to say but no time to say it because i am now laptop-less after our house got broken into. no dwelling on that though because it fucks me up ( Read more... )

really really quickly ( Read more... )

i'm absolutely shattered. have spent all day walking round the whole of manchester. found out today it is even bigger than i previously thought. don't think i've walked so much even on one of neil's missions. have filled out an application form at a few bars and restaurants and some of them seemed a bit more positive about getting back to me than ( Read more... )

so i was looking forward to writing about how binary was a fucking awesome night (yet again) and even cracking on with all the perfect stuff i need to get down about jorge's birthday...but today turned out to be one of the worst days ever so this is going to be pretty self piteous, tragic, woeful and everything else thats gloomy ( Read more... )

so after telling jorge about me having to go to hospital last night because of my asthma and him getting over the whole "its my fault! im a bad person! i gave you this cold!" thing, he says...

"i wish i was hugging you now. you need some j.l.c."
"some what?"
"j.l.c. - jorgey loving care"

he's a fucking weird one isnt he! well sweet though. well

despite being ill as fuck at the moment i'm also muchos content ( Read more... )

i've had the best weekend ever (i know i've said that a good few times these past few months, i can only see that as a good thing) and i love jorge so fucking much. some of the stuff that was said during the past few days is so overwhelming and means so much to me that i can't quite believe it sometimes ( Read more... )

right i'm off to bristol for a week for jorge's birthday. tomorrow we're having a bit of a large one in bristol with all his mates, including harry. looking forward to seeing him so much. so is jorge. he hasn't seen him since june and for me its been even longer. london on friday-sunday early evening. don't really need to explain the amazing-ness ( Read more... )

so everything is booked for jorge's birthday. he decided we should go to london on his birthday weekend, which i'm really glad about. and its all sorted now so thats a big weight off. plus one of the good things about having to tell him my plans for his present is that i've been getting many gushy texts off him since then ( Read more... )