so legit. im going to start this up again. my real journals and just not cutting it right now ( Read more... )

i need a new life ASAP. cause this one just isnt cutting it right now.

well journal, it's been awhile. I'm out of highschool now, and into college. Since i didn't go away i didn't think it was going to be that big of a differnce. But i was really wrong. Things that i never though would change, have. Friends i thought would always be there for me, aren't. It's a weird change, but I guess some things are for the better ( Read more... )

i think it's time to start this up again.

well i couldn't ask for much more right now. Christmas did me pretty good this year. Got a ring ive been looking at for i don't even know how long from Dane. I'm still waiting on Chels' which I'm pretty pumped about cause i know she put some thought into it. By the way, i miss her. Any plans for New Years? i want to go out this year. hm. who knows.

so. journal. long time no see. i think i might start writing in this again. Everything gets really overwelming this time of season. and i am trying not to let things get to me really right now. i just want to have a good time. Today i had to work in the morning but the rest of my day was spent with the most important person in my life<3. i had a ( Read more... )

oh man. such a good night :) :) :)

and i just saw her at the bank a week ago. things happen so quickly. don't hold back feelings, and don't regret anything.

r.i.p christine.

i've been surprisingly happy lately. weird ( Read more... )

i hate bad days. hate them, hate them, hate them.