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for a while it was all just down hill.
now it's safe to say that it's finally
rock bottom.

day off work tomorrow,
who wants to hangout tomorrow night-ish?

me & whitney hotboxed a box
with a cigarette at work.
it was amusing. hahaha.
& afterwards mall w/
katie, josh, & BT.

...i'm moving.

don't ask because i don't know much yet.

i slept so much that i made myself tired today.
but it took forever to actually fall asleep.
thanks, alex, for talking to me.

tomorrow = work... if i'm not fired.
hahaha. 11:30 - 3 or so.

i feel like shit. my heartbeat won't slow down.
my dad thinks i am dehydrated.
ughh.

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shawn, brent, sheila. & alittle bit of jonathan[??maybe]
good times.

i could have sworn we were in my uncles neighborhood.
hah, who knew. :D

my finger just got slammed into the door.
& now it's bleeding. :(

work 5:30 - close.
visit me, goddamnit.

[pictures tomorrow.]

vodka and hope: i hate how he acts like it's not tearing me apart.

are second chances to much to ask for?

i know my place & it's no where you should roam.
so now you're waiting up for him.
still waisting time, yeah. everytime.

last night i hung out with 3294723894 people in one day.
josh, sheila, my cousin, & cory..
except... all at different times.
i had mossst fun with josh though.
but who cares.

its 8:30am & i'm awake.
rediculous.

the only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips,
i hope they taste of me forever.

paycheck : $148
i hate firehouse, kthx.

& trey, my boss, dislikes peircings.
which means I'm not getting it done...
until i find another job. :x
whatever.

i'm going to see how quizno's likes peircings.
i'd put a retainer in it, no big deal.
well.. obviously it is to them & shit.

& kenny sprayed stuff on me & my chest was
bright RED for an hour.