it's official.
before this fucking weekend
i'm getting my lip peirced.
yeah, suck it.

i felt like such a rich kid today.
a pack of black's & some starbucks.

oh and myself & cory almost died,
stupid hwy92 drivers. gah.

i have the most boring life, ever.
new myspace look & stuff.
i've really been missing you lately.

it's 6am, no sleep! someone hangout with me today.
until 3:30 cause me & sheila are going to the mall
with her mom. unless you'd like to come along?
wuteva, drop a line or e-mail me.

scars, pills, alcohol, heartbreaks, & tears. i've become so caught up in all of that i'm pretty sure i've forgotten who i am. half of the things i say & do now days isn't anything like myself. everyday my heart seems to be growing colder.
i'm snapping at friends & lashing out at family. i'm a horrible person.
but i know where my heart is. it's in ( Read more... )

i really should remember that saying... the one about beer before liquor ( Read more... )

last night i threw up like, 2 pints of blood.
i gave the rest of my cigarettes & pills to sheila.

it's all okay now.
everything is okay.
almost.

last time i checked,
i missplaced my heart.
if you are anywhere near the bus station,
tell it to come home.

i guess my heart is stupid.
even after what happened i still want you.
i wont force it, but just know i still feel how i did.
& that i'll wait until you know what you want.

i'm so tired i'm about to go back to sleep.

( my work schedule )

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I'm done with everyone & everything ( Read more... )

my hair's so long it can go into a pony tail now ( Read more... )

acdcx420x: i want to have your baby

my heart must have a bullseye on it.
everyone is aiming to kill.

do you have to make this so hard ?