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vodka and hope.
new aim. add it... or don't?

i made a quiz... like josh's.

i don't know how to feel anymore...about anything.
& as weird as it sounds, sometimes i forget how to breathe.

patrick; i'm glad you're doing better.

...ouch.

everyone keeps pissing me off lately.
i'm not sure why, but i get this warm tingly feeling
& it's not the "i love you" one.
maybe i should see a doctor about that, haha.

i'm choking on "i love you's,"
& you're choking on "you hurt me's"

i've lost 10 pounds in 2 days.
let's try for #3 shall we?

last night i felt bad so mike let me & josh off early.
i never have anything to say anymore.

remember last night...
when you were playfully suffocating me with the blanket?
well, i was praying for my heart to stop.

i just threw up for 10 minutes straight.
new world record goes to; melissa.

& i think i win the title of biggest bitch.
... :(

news flash: i'm quitting smoking. fuck you.

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Friday: Work & then Alex sleep over.
Saturday: Work halloween party / drunk with sheila & caleb & josh. Lots of tounge actions... hahaha.
Sunday: Work & Cory & then Kenny Tommy & Dustie. & then Squeaks.

I have tons of pictures to upload but i'm at cory's house.
we're about to go rent a movie so bye.

i'm at cory's cause i'm about to go to workkk.
my DSL is shut off for now so bye for like a few weeks?

ok bye. <3

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it's funny how 12 days changes everything.
...i used to think you were amazing.

you were supposed to be my only cure..