i haven't written in this in a while. i've been semi-avoiding it. part of me has a lot to write and the other part has nothing to write ( Read more... )

man i must be a really insignificant. he's already over me and likes someone else ( Read more... )

isn't it funny how fast time passes when all you want to do is press pause and yet when you want to fast forward X16 it goes slow it's almost going in reverse ( Read more... )

it's amazing how your mentality can change so quickly. i feel so free. it's kind of bizarre. i mean i still wake up not being able to get out of bed but once i force myself and keep myself occupied it's really freeing. i feel so relieved just being able to do whatever, whenever ( Read more... )

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my whole life is miserable. all i want is to be back at school ( Read more... )

all i want to do is kick someone in the face right now. to say i'm irate or enraged can't even explain it.

i must have use me, abuse me on my face. i guess i was the only one who didn't know it was okay to disrespect me.

nice wake up call. what the fuck did i do to deserve this?

the worst thing in the world is hearing that you're just not enough for someone.

so first things first, my dick is one of the best songs ever made.

okay, carrying on. today was such a bad day at work. i have no kitchen common sense to begin with and whatever small granules i do have flew out the window today. i was making stupid mistakes and kelly was definitely losing her patience. i don't think she has any to begin with and ( Read more... )

thank god for karin. and john. they keep me sane. for real, i think i might kill someone without them ( Read more... )