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schmaltz
snow snow snow. friends. blood. a thousand cds collecting dust. its strange to be home. four years and change around here is slow. my muscle memory holds to the little things that have changed. i shut the door too hard. i throw my jacket into an empty hall corner. knock the picture where the hand towels used to be. repeatedly. except its cozy ( Read more... ) -
sirens up above
imminent attack! alarm clock wake up high heels hardwood floors smoke break drop everything dance rehearsal tonight lets build a new addition onto the kitchen!
noisy neighbours! i don’t want to be that guy. no one complains about my shaky walls. on the other hand i might finally meet someone from my building. personally i am anti-shoe. come down. ( Read more... ) -
rationed to last
party! i left early and came home to be alone. i am too insipid to write about lately. something about six people texting around a coffee table completely ignoring each other.. is uncomfortable. still awake at 5am i investigated live cams on an adult site. a maiden voyage i guess. with enough curiosity eventually everyone finds something. could ( Read more... ) -
swept away
saturday night! everyone is watching baseball so i am lucky to be grading 50 poorly indented, scarcely commented homework assignments in C++ to ben folds sings nick hornby's words while “keyboard” moves up up up my shopping list. meanwhile a few geese have convened outside my window and decided they are going to chance it this year. for me this ( Read more... ) -
a nice and tidy end
i try to learn so that i can work so that i can die
and maybe somewhere along the way i’ll pause
spend a few good hours or so in the arms of love
our faults return us to the way things was
my teeth are a little straighter today so i’ve taken up smiling. i can use the exercise. i’m even considering adding it to the list of all the activities i take ( Read more... ) -
compendium
beat down he bounces back
polybutadiene sneak attack
fall back don't be dramatic
côté français de l'atlantique
still have blisters where my toes should be but it’s nice to be alone. cut my strawberries in half with a knife and fork before i spray the whipped cream into my mouth. adds a little sophistication to my life. you know? this bout is never ( Read more... ) -
recluse denial
i haven’t met anyone in my new building yet. had a chance out front but my face was full of white cheddar cheez-its. i need to stop walking around like that. once i kick the cheese crackers i will consider cooking a real meal. i wonder how long i can live here without meeting anyone. eventually the mystery of apartment 4 will just become too much ( Read more... )
