its not so funny when tragedy hits close to home. damn, i cant take that fact that someone i knew since birth might be leaving us permanently. all i can do is stay strong hold the tears back again, and wait. FUCK.

we were at dar's house warming party it was fun, i was actually on the massage chair most of the time cause it feels so good. i dont know tim,brian and i ended up at paseo with a handful of shrooms but it kicked in like crazy. i kept jumping into movie scenes but just end up realizing im at the beach if that makes any sense. pretty soon im out of ( Read more... )

get down boogie oogie oogie.

its true how the old folks say never meet your heroes....you'll just be disappointed. i  hope your happier in virginia. the least you could've done was say goodbye or maybe a hint that you werent happy here. trust me  didnt mean it when i said i was gonna choke you in your sleep my humor is twisted and im realizing that day by day. but damn ( Read more... )

fuck chicken on a stick, its all about cherry tomatoes rapped in bacon.

im the last one standing at the moment, everyone is either passed out or pretending to sleep. oh chuck mangione your muzac trips me the fuck out and im loving every second of it. i hope all of you had a great 420, i know i did. classic story...we were heading to a punky raggie party when all of a sudden cops try to pull us over. the wheelman was ( Read more... )

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the tournament was wicked sick, two of my friends got silver and tim got bronze. i should've joined but jun doenst go for gold...the gold goes for jun. cant pawn it so no use.right?


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losing a friend permanently is new to me, when i found out ej took he's life it was a shock and a stab in the back. days before the incident we were all talking about how idiotic and senseless it was to commit suicide, dont get me wrong i joke about it sometimes but self pity is just to hard to resist...but you didnt have to go on and do that shit ( Read more... )

due to lack of commitment and a barrel full of boredom i give you random picture time. enjoy.


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