Kau tahu, betapa sulit menerima kondisi yang sebetulnya tampak mudah dan wajar bagi orang lain, namun seolah tersentuh oleh tangan kita. Seperti hendak menggenggam kabut, rasanya. Aku tidak akan mempertanyakan takdirku. Sebab itulah yang terbaik bagiku. Takdir pastilah berbeda untuk setiap orang, dan aku mungkin harus bersiap jika memang ketentuan- ( Read more... )

Melihat bulan
Menjadi terlalu pedih
Setiap fasenya mengingatkan
Aku tak akan pernah
Bisa membenci sang penjelajah malam
Biar kusembunyikan
Pada sisi gelap
Tak tampak manusia
Luka nanar yang
Akan disembuhkan
Waktu dan hantaman meteor.

I already knew ( Read more... )

I'm an achievement-driven person. I think that the only thing that I can be proud of, is my studying skill. Absorbing information, memorizing, logical thinking, and writing are my forte. That's how I value my very existence ( Read more... )

"Bu Kartika!" Seru suara seorang pria memanggilku dari belakang kala aku berjalan menuju gerbang sekolah. Aku menoleh. Ternyata itu suara Pak Bhakti, guru Biologi yang juga menjabat sebagai wakil kepala sekolah (Wakasek) bidang kurikulum ( Read more... )

Everyone has something like that. I am sure. 100 ( Read more... )

All this time, I've always been trying to look good. In front of my family, teachers, friends, classmates, colleague, boss, neighbor, etc. In front of the people I respected, I've always acted like a good mannered-diligent-cooperative girl. In front of my friends, I always tried to become responsible-kindhearted-easygoing-fun-smart personality. I ( Read more... )

It has been a while since the last time I fell in love. If I ever have a chance, I would like to tell you, though it's almost impossible to do that. Always and always, I'm telling myself that you're like a full moon hanging so far away in the sky while I'm standing on the earth, having no capability except seeing you from afar ( Read more... )

I'm telling myself ( Read more... )

We may born in different places ( Read more... )