hello all, lets see here. Yesterday I got home from nicoles but first me and her had to hang out at the hospital with muh mom... fun, not really tho. She stayed the night over here and all we did was get online. We hoped to do something but my mom said I needed to be home for awhile. I guess no parental unit understands how much children hate being ( Read more... )

Well...so that was highschool. Not too bad I guess. But here we go for another day then the weekend is here. I would say its FINALLY here but...we've only had school one day going on two.

Last night my oldest dog radar gave me quite a scare. I am happy to report the old man is still alive and well. Thank God!!!

Today me kelsey ali and nicole are ( Read more... )

I am feeling creative...something inside burst urging me to write...

Hating yourself, that's how it's always been
You wish it would stop you wish it would end

Why to yourself, why so much hate
You'd change if you could, but it's just too damn late

You're shaken, you're rattled, you can never go back
There is so much strength that you seem to lack

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Tears just came POURING out of my eyes as soon as I saw radar, my oldest dog (15). He had another stroke...he had one before and we almost had to put him down. He finally went completly blind but he cant sit and his head cant move. I dunno wut I will do. He's been with me for all my life, he is my big brother. I cant bare seeing him like this but ( Read more... )

shit, so much for going to sleep early. I lay there in bed thinkin' about everything possible. From how my day could be perfect to how my day can be a total disaster. I hope this year is my best ever! I am a total nervous wreck...will i get lost? will my teachers hate me? will I be able to find all my friends? will it be totally different from ( Read more... )

Its crazy how summer goes by so quickly and all you can do is sit and watch. Slowly the things you're not looking forward become closer and closer and the more you dread it. This was one of my last summers to have fun with my friends, you never know what highschool can do to a bunch of immature crazy kids. It makes me sick inside to think that ( Read more... )

Today me and nicole had to get yet another TB shot. WTF, its getttng ridiculous. Then my mom let us get some red bull at Walgreens...dammit to hell, i thought those would be good. They tasted exactly like Rockstar (another energy drink I hate) They kinda taste like really gross bubble gum...we went into petco real quick like to check out turtles ( Read more... )

how about i die now

As you all might know I am not too happy with how my life is going right now. Actually I never have been happy with my life. I hope I do soon cuz I cant take much more of myself

Dropping that shitto subject and moving on...

Things to look forward to:
1) nicoles house today
2) shoe shopping tomorrow
3) ali's house and movies tomorrow
4)I am expecting ( Read more... )

I wish I wouldn't awaken from my beautiful sleep
Away from the world, a slumber so deep

Dreams of my wants, my wishes, my needs
Dreams of love and what I believe

To awaken, to return to my emotional war
That has shattered my heart time and time before

Reality is something I hate, I dread
The only way to escape is asleep in my bed

So I hope to die ( Read more... )