not really motivated to do much of anything.. i have this huge paper due tuesday.. and it's saturday and i've been working on it so long.. it reminds me of my limitations .. i suck at  paper writing.. i don;t think it's far that some people can just write and write for one night and do better then my one week;s worth of work.. possibly beucase i'm ( Read more... )

day one being back at school after spring break.. i guess you should say it's a blast back into reality.. today i was woken up at about 7 and rushed into packing the car and enbarking on the two hour excusion back into northeatern pennsilvania.. my new home.. i got back i guess about ten and i can;t really say i didn;t anything productive for the ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in an extreamly long time. and i guess it's becuase i've been bussy. i said i'd start doing this again in the new year.. you have no idea how much i enjoy keeping this up to date and then reading back and seeing what i did on each day. today i came home from michigan. i had an amazing time. this consudes my spring break.. alot has ( Read more... )

i haven;t posted in a really really long time and so much has happened that it would be impossible to sit down and say everything.. but a few things that can sum everything up is - i love school- i love being here-- i love kasey i love having him support me be there for me-- we've spent three years together and i don;t regreat a single moment-- i ( Read more... )

You watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glamour have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart...

today i went to work.. 
and just as i was getting ready to leave.. 
i looked up and the man who stole my heart was standing there waiting for me to hug ( Read more... )

since the last time i posted so many things have changed..  god everything has changed but one thing.. i love you kasey.. you still motivate me.. keep me going.. keep me happy .. even though it;s a hard job ( Read more... )

he's never made me feel so happy..
i can't stop smiling.. 
i can;t stop thinkin about him.. 
i love you kase.. 
i couldn;t stop
i can;t imagen next year without you
but you're left me with enough to last
we're got the rest of our lives love
thanks kase

and to top it all off.. stephy's home today

beck

so everything is happening at once..

the last couple of weeks with kasey has been amazing.. god the last couple of days have been breath taking.. but it's just so much at once.. today he said i've entered into a new kind of beautiful.. and that makes me feel amazing.. he's the only one that it matters what i look like .. his prom was amazing and i ( Read more... )

it's been a good weekend, regardless of how tonight goes and tomarrow.. it;s been a wonderful weekend. it began yesterday after noon when kasey took me to lunch at the pizza place.. and so like him he make me turn around while he was driving to get his jacket and underneath was a stuffed leppord.. and it was perfect. he was perfect. he droped me ( Read more... )

god i love him