i havn't wrote in this for a long time. but i need a place to put my thoughts with it being myspace. so here it goes. what im feeling right now is unconditional love towards someone. but its someone i dont really know. ive met this person once but ive got this attraction towards them i cant control. its on and off. and when its on i feel like the ( Read more... )

hope everyone had a great fourth of july i know i did. spent time with some great people, swam, and ate. haha it was fun until the diving lol ( Read more... )

walking up into peirce cemetary today i was amazed. not just at the vast amount of people, but the beauty it can hold. Flags were placed everywhere all over the cemetary, such a sight. ive never went to visit anyone in a cemetary before. never even been in one until anthonys funeral. Anthonys memorial site under that tree was amazing. a close ( Read more... )

wow u havn't updated in such a long time. so only one thing has been on my mind lately, my girlfriend. right now i dont know what to think. not cuz im happy, i hate saying this but i think i made the wrong the decision. shes the total opposite of me. shes jewish, she talks like a sailor. and sometimes she put jesus and my faith down. like its not ( Read more... )

one of my few mondays this year i really enjoyed. During ASB Anabell and i were putting up campeign flyers for me, and she was talking about her weekend, and how her grandpa died. and i wanted to tell her about how my family just had someone die in it, sorta. but i thought about a talk marty gave one night about just listening to people and not ( Read more... )

recent events have forced me to look at my life and how im living it. Anthony's funeral was beautiful. So many good people spoke amazing stories about him. i felt like i knew him like a brother, yet i didn't, which saddens me. Im so glad he had love for the lord and showed it. This only gives me hope that he is with God walking with him. Ya know ( Read more... )

how would can you describe a soldier? someone who puts his life in danger or someone who lays down their own life for our freedom ( Read more... )

i took this online career quiz, idk, i guess i sorta got bored at....1:45 in the morning.

You would most enjoy a career that allows you to meet new people. You would also be happiest in a career that allows you to be free and flexible, and allows you to be extremely creative. Some careers that would be perfect for you are:

• Stockbroker
  
• Secretary
  
• ( Read more... )

lifes been pretty cool after xmas. i didn't expect that many gifts this year. i mean i wrapped everyone elses gifts in my family(only cuz im the only one that knows how to do it well). but while we were opening up presents i was just watching, see i was waiting for my ultimate xmas present which was an xbox 360. i knew i would have to pay for half ( Read more... )

im so happy to be out of the woods. i just had my last exploratory surgery today. the results arn't what i was hoping for. i have been diagnosed with Crohns disease. they said its not bad, but there isn't a cure or medical surgery to get rid of it. the only thing i can do is keep it in submission. but im so glad i can eat what ever i want, lol. now ( Read more... )