Regardless of what happened or how it happened or why it happened...it happened. I know that not all of my actions were the best, and that I failed to trust. I am so grateful for what I learned, but I am tired of the drama. Is it so much to ask to be in a loving, passionate, monogamous, mutually beneficial relationship? I guess for some it is. I ( Read more... )

what have I done...answers received...not what I wanted...all that I want...him...so why? is it all a lie?

I just sent this to my baby . If I can't be with him (I fuckin' hate long distance relationships), at least he can have me on the brain. This should do the trick ( Read more... )

I am one painting fool. The piece is almost done and should be done for the required deadline tomorrow. It is so far turning out better than I would have imagined. I am very hapy with the progress, we shall see.

I was recently given an assignment to present an article/object that I feel best represents me. Well, for those of you who remember the whole "how do you define yourself" conversation...this shit is hard. I am all of my labels/roles and none of them. Here is how I chose to define myself: "teacher/student, artist, sister/friend/daughter, sweetness, ( Read more... )

Yay! So I talked to Bri last night for quite a while. Afterwards I had trouble sleeping, and woke up with a huge smile on my face. Yuck! Gross! I'm so in love with him. When its good its great, and these moments of greatness are going to propel me forward. It turns out that he graduates in December with his Master degree. Yay! He may even be coming ( Read more... )

This whole experience, and my life lately has me totally run down. I need... 24 hours straight in sleep time to catchup, a vacation, a ticket to Texas, someone to hold me while I sob uncontrollably(and get everything out of me that I have been holding in so Kat doesn't see it-she doesn't need that right now), an entire week of extension time on all ( Read more... )

Wow! It has been a while since I posted. Very busy week! I just finished updating myself on my friends list. Um, I love you! And I hope that you remember that the goddess does too. So much sadness from the growing pains. Please stick with it, in the end you'll be glad you did. Oh wait, there is no end. Hahaha! Well, I can tell you that there is ( Read more... )

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Yay! We have bought tickets and reserved our suite. Yay! Much fun and mayhem to ensue. If you don't know, check it out, and come play ( Read more... )