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the scale's tipping
i miss brian. i know he bothers me more than anything but i miss him. i miss the brian from sophomore year, not the clingy messed up brian from the last 10 months or so. i miss melissa. i miss chris. and i wonder, would i go back? would i trade what i have now for what i had then? now i have caitlin, bailey, winston. after years im friends with kim ( Read more... ) -
here we go again
school tomorrow. that blows. not that i really mind school that much, i dont do anything in over half of my classes, but without caitlin tomorrow a certain period is going to really suck. on the bright side, in a few weeks its 2nd semester senior year (can you believe it?) and that means that i dont have to work, or atleast i can stop working in ( Read more... ) -
which smile looks most sincere?
so i hate when my last entry is all depressing and makes me look angsty, emo, and histrionic. so in conclusion, this is a new social live journal entry composed by rachel and her dearest friend (read:lover) caitlin devlin cummings III. we believe that we have finally reached, ensemble, self actualization needs. and are as cool as halle berry and ( Read more... ) -
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Warning: Nobody will want to read this entry. Its about Japan and thus it will bore you and you won't understand it ( Read more... ) -
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Done a striptease.
Bungee jumped.
Visited Paris.
Watched a lightning storm at sea.
Stayed up all night long and watch the sunrise.
Seen the Northern Lights.
Gone to a huge sports game.
Grown and eaten your own vegetables.
Touched an iceberg.
Slept under the stars.
Changed a baby's diaper.
Taken a trip in a hot air balloon.
Watched a meteor shower.
Gotten drunk ( Read more... ) -
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what do you call the person worse than keating? not like toohey worse but the person whose life is striving to be keating and wanting to be with keating and everything about keating makes them happy and they admire him more than anything in the world? what is that... because, forget toohey, that is the worst thing in the entire world. -
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my turn...
okay so now i get to do one these everything i love abotu people type entries. my last one was too negative. ya i really am just procrastinating because otherwise i wouldnt be updating for the first time in months. plus this all needs to get out ( Read more... ) -
another year...
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? started a lasting relationship, drove my own car without having parents around, broke the law, went a year without crying over a boy, did something by myself without my friends even though i was completely terrified, planned a trip abroad, made out with a guy, cut my hair the shortest its ( Read more... )