fuck yes..... oh god, such a horrible night. get me out of here.

ha ha ha

worst night ever/best night ever/who knows what the fuck just happened?/ woah, im getting the hell out of here!

Do you remember when "orgasmic" was the word of the day? Everything was orgasmic. EVERYTHING! I remember that.... ha ha you may not.... Anyhow I just thought to myself, wow, this CD is orgasmic. My First and the Gimme Gimmes album, Take a Break is such a good cd.... It makes things better. My mom likes it. You will too. ha ha. So I sound all ( Read more... )

Im tired. I cant focus. I cant concentrate on one god damn thing. I cant sleep. I have smiled... but then I allowed somebody to thake that smile away. How stupid of me. What happened to life when we were five years old? When we were blissfully ignorant and happy. When we loved our family so so much. When that was all we ever knew. Why did the world ( Read more... )

Last night was fun. I hung out with the girlies. A small group went to Applebees and ate like crazy. MADISON ATE CHICKEN. She is going to choke on a bone one day and DIE. Then I went a little crazy at Meeshka's house for some reason unknown... I had a laughing fit under her table after eating Ezo's face. My cousin who i love dearly Derek was there ( Read more... )

I Love being V. And Jay Bo makes me smile. And I apologize for being so bitter lately. Its just not easy getting through the day. Certain people make it a whole lot better. And some make it so much harder... But its not their fault. Most of the time, when I have to smile.... I think about something else, something good, nothing that relates to ( Read more... )

Ugh so dont feel good right now. I need pills to make me not feel, then I need energy. lol. I have three hours of dance tonight, and it is the last thing I want to do. I had a pretty good day today. I smiled a lot. Nikkay was with me as I acted like a complete retard spinning and jumping around in the hallways because i was so happy.... ha ha ha ( Read more... )

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say ( Read more... )

Time to update I guess ( Read more... )

Alex is leaving me tomorrow morning! :( At lease he is going to have so much fun for me. Florida with the oils. A little jealous. <3 ( Read more... )