ive gotten a lot of flack recently from people for not posting a "coherent" entry....i personally like my abstract and confusing posts,....i dont know why anyone wouldnt.....no jk haha....but i guess i will thoughtfully surrender to those requests even though i was slightly offended my posts arent considered "coherent," whatever that even is meant ( Read more... )

its not supposed to be this way, ....and things have to be how they are supposed to be....thats just how it is....plan b's dont exist....

youre left speechless without a plan b,

and its not supposed to be this way

i think the weirdest thing ever is how the answer to all my worries can be held in one tiny little pill...for some strange reason it amazes me how something that tiny can either heal you or seriously mess you up....i dunno, i guess i get hung up over the fact that with pills people can end their life and with pills people can extend their life.... ( Read more... )

wow
ive given in
im going to the doctor

im alot more stubborn than i ever thought i was

grerraarroooahr

i dont know why im on this updating bonanza, but i blame the lack of rousing roomie ronversation....(scooby doo, duh) hahaha....anyways, today has definetly been as good of a day as i hoped for,....i am feeling a lot better, the dragon inside of me hasnt dissappeared totally, but its for sure getting there...i did laundry, which i dont usually do ( Read more... )

there comes a point when you just know how much cough syrup to swig to equal two teaspoons.....im past that point...ive said screw the little cup a long time ago, now i think i might move onto mixing cough syrups to see what that does.....naw, just playing, ..but for real, ive got to kick this dragon cough soon yo....i dont need it bringing me down ( Read more... )

i possess no words that encompass how i feel right now....

which i dont think has ever happened before ever....

.....and im not going to the doctor

how do you express extreme excitement and anticipation, but also slight hostility at the same time....its a weird position to be in, but thats how i felt at yesterdays switchfoot/sleeping at last show....the show rocked my world, dont get me wrong, but throughout the show i felt a tad bipolarness towards the whole thing...on one hand i adored the ( Read more... )

yesterday instead of through buildings, my feet took me out into the wonderful sunlight....yesterday instead of despising the snow, my eyes glazed at it a little longer....yesterday instead of rushing through the day, my heart breathed in the air and just held it there ( Read more... )

this past weekend was incredible...a time of friends, that is for sure....meeting new ones, getting to know good ones better, and discovering the goodness in people....every moment was one to wrap up and put in a snowglobe.....seeing matt on friday night, sandlot bonding and shirt making with joe and josh, meeting THORPE TOUGH (he never gave me my ( Read more... )