didn't do so well today =/.  i woke up real happy bc the scale said i was 116 and omg if thats the case then wow .  my measurements are still big though and isee myelf as fat and ugly, as per usual.  i just wannalose the weight, i wanna be ablet o control this ( Read more... )

so sick, i ate like a pig today.  ugh.

and i edited my final movie for class, but of course i couldnt finish it because it takes years to edit like one scene.  i wish i had final cut pro on my computer so i could edit at home instead of having to drive to school every time.

i am tired and weak. 

 I had my orientation at Urban Outfitters today and it went great, I think I'm really going to love this job.  Everyone there is a lot of fun and I love the atmosphere, and in some ways I always wanted to work there.  I'm excited to start my first day of actual work next Monday ( Read more... )

All I ate today was oatmeal, and it was good.

Handed in my 25 pages of my thesis, though i had to enlarge every period to a bigger font so that it actually reached it haha.  All in all a pretty good day.

with me.. I am feeling really insecure and depressed lately.  I hadn't been for a while but the last month or so I've been feeling really sad and I don't know why.  I got good things going for me, I got a job and a possible internship in the city but I still feel terrible, sick, and disgusting.

I need a fix. 

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death 

It's funny that the last time I really posted about my life in here was when I was starting college and now here I am, a senior almost graduating, and I decide to start writing in this thing.  I don't know why really.  Maybe it's my need to reach out to someone, anyone really, now that I feel like I have so few people to turn to.  I mean sure, I  ( Read more... )

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