too white to realize where i'm at, too hungry to let you stay fat, too gangsta to thundaclap, id clap yo ass too hard and to fast. you dont realize the power i got, put here to blow up your spot, hope you feel ok 6ft under and lightless, you're lifeless, cant try to hard to impress, thats why i rock the thrift store stress, waited this long to ( Read more... )

im hungry. i want dorritos....mmm nacho cheesier!!!

the lottery winner numbers were as follwed:: 3,4,5,6

no joke.

My mom keeps uninstalling the AOL IM off of the compute rbecause she thinks it fucks up our system...it doesn't. anyway, she took it off again. so I'm on yahoo messenger as

choirkidsrule@sbcglobal.net

IM me sometime.

omg seriously. i think im going to be sick. I am so neaseaus and i cant stand the fact that i cant do drugs and bryan kenney pisses me off. im seriosly feeling like im going to hurl. i am so ridiculously depressed. i have no one to hang out with that actually cares besides bryan kenney who says he cares but lies so i dont know what to believe ( Read more... )

i want a truck. from now on..i buy nothing but a truck.

thats it. rehab is only a month away!! WOOOOOO!!! <3 getting clean!

imapunk60: rocking out to garth brooks in the back of your truck with doritos in hand.
imapunk60: bliss
...i always liked his way of thinking.

Hi. I figured that today I might ctually write a little something. I havent really been in the mood to write much. I moved out of the apartment and into my house with my family. I missed those assholes. I guess I was really blind and I didnt see that I needed them and after all of my cousins talked to me and really made me understand what was ( Read more... )

i moved back home. :o)

so today...we burried her.

i cant even talk to my mom without her flipping out and crying.... GET SOME FUCKING SLEEP AND SOME THERAPY BITCH. goddamn. i fucking hate when shes liks this. i get that you lost your mom but jesus christ you arent the only one on the face of the planet who misses her. I cant even cry around her because she YELLS at me...and i quote "STOP CRYING I ( Read more... )

shes dead. at 2:30am. No one woke me up to tell me. my family is so dumb. i started crying on the phone and my mom told me to stop because she was "drained" and she cried "all night"...ok. thanks alot. i just found out ten minutes ago and im suppose to stop crying i cant miss any more school................ now i have to come home ot an unruly ( Read more... )

ok so here it is in a summary, i got up and went to the hospital Memé is on the 3rd floor now. thats where you get a death room...its a really nice room with a lay-z-boy. anyway shes dieing...so i watched her die for 2 hours, called bryan and then went to the family party...what a party it was...all i did was drink drink drink and sing songs. i ( Read more... )