Did I mention my tattoo guy? Don't know if I have but I've been talking/hanging out this cool guy who's a tattoo artist. We've been hanging out for a month now, he's from tampa so he's been drivng over to visit and I recently drove there to visit him and his friends. Well this week he's working in orlando as a guest spot at a shop, so.... he's ( Read more... )

I am the imperfect girl, I am the girl that doesn't learn from her countless mistakes, I am the girl always aspiring to do more and be better. I am the girl that falls over and over again and never learns how to get up. I am the girl that will constantly leap without looking ( Read more... )

I'm not a superstious person but I walked around a ladder twice, usually I don't care I'll walk under them ( Read more... )

Ok so the gay thing is out lol. I'm just so confused right now, I think I know what I want in a guy and then I don't. Bottum line is I don't need to be with anyone right now. I really need to be by myself... this is the longest I've been single in... 4 years... and I need to stay that way. But I'm so lonely and bored. I love being by myself I love ( Read more... )

I haven't written in forvever! Needless to say me and Dave broke up, but we've remained good friends. I stupidly started dating someone else who turned around to be a complete psycho. I've had to file a police report on him on grounds of stalking. And I'm so ready to prosecute his ass ( Read more... )

Last week I found out Dave's been talking to another girl for over a month... I'm not going to get into the details of that b/c I have to relive them all the time. So how do u stay with someone u can't trust? U can't right? Needless to say someone who doesn't want to be with u? Kind of cancles out the first question right? So it's failed ( Read more... )

This week has been one of the worst weeks I've had in a while. I'm so ready for it to be over. Me and Dave have fought non stop. So we argreed to fix it and try to stay together to work it out. Although he may have seemed reluctant to do so. I know things aren't going to instantly get better, but I thought it would get a little better. I tried to ( Read more... )

Since the last time I visited Adrienne in new york last christmas I've wanted to move there so badly. I just chucked it up to a dream. But my sister called me and told me she was moving soon, and was looking for a new apartment. I told her I'm so jealous my lease is up around the same time and I would love to move up there. She always says how she ( Read more... )

So its mine and Dave's 1 year anniversary, and I should be more into it I should be excited but Im kind of not. I mean I am b/c I love him and its an important "event" but Im just distracted I guess you can call it.
A couple people from my past have come back into my life. Aleks the guy who when we first met and got to know him better I really ( Read more... )

First I want to explain that my live journal isnever consistant, Im always going back and forth with my emotions, and I never update it emough for it to see a little consistant,
I go back and forth with Dave a lot, some weeks I hate him some weeks I cant get enough of him. Lately I dont think Ive ever been more inlove with someone before. I never ( Read more... )